I trust you baby!!

We all must have read in almost all romantic novels and heard from all different sources that we have that 'Trust' is the most important thing in a relationship or it is the basic requirement of any relationship but how many of them actually understand it?!
     I am not suggesting that i have fully understood everything about love and relationship and i am the most mature person around but i just know one thing, When i know and i trust you like i know and trust myself and sometimes beyond that, i means i trust you by all means.
You remember i told you that Me = You and this universal equation applied to any problem 'we' face will simply turn it into dust! When i make you feel i don't trust you anymore, rewind a bit, think of those times when i made you believe that i do trust you like hell. A person doesn't change that easily baby, and certainly not the one who loves you so much!!
     See i owe you so much, you are making me a mature man, you are trying to make me a successful and a humble man, you are making me Shashank Tripathi, the man you love. I always wanted this thing that when you talk about me to people, they are jealous of you. I always wanted to be that perfect person to you of whom you are exceptionally proud of and can show off. I know i havn't achieved any if these properly but trust me, someday i'll be the one. You are my life and i love you, trust you, believe in you and worship you!!
     I am sorry for making you feel i don't trust you today, i didn't wanted to, but i couldn't help myself. I hope you understand!!
Love you...!!!

The eyes!!

Eyes tell a lot. Especially when you fall in love with them. That's exactly what has happened with me. The most beautiful thing about my life is her eyes!! They are soft and gentle, deep as a sea and calm as a lake. You can feel it. You want to just looking into them, nicely, quietly, peacefully and continously.
    You can tell it, what on her mind, by just looking at her. You will make contact with her eyes and believe me, you will want to happen that gain. Its mesmerizing how the most simple and tender thing in the human body is the most precious and beautiful part. She uses all sorts of things like the liner, kajal, etc and the eyes look just the same, beautiful!! These things may enhance its beauty a little bit, but what is already beautiful cant be compared!!!
    Tears, i hated them. I hated them in my eyes, i hated them in anyone's eyes. Things changed after this girl made it to my life. Tears are very important in our lives. They say what the bleeding heart is unable to speak. They express our deepest emotions and you can always trust them, they do not deceive you. Now, i get tears, i get them for just one person. And it comes straight from the heart. When you start feeling for someone, caring for someone, loving someone, when your heart startes beating for someone and its actually beating, then you have tears for them and you know it!!
    I don't want tears for my life. But i like the way she is. She gets them quite easily. Although i cannot bear the scene of her crying, but i don't wanna change even the slightest bit of her. Her tears represent her tenderness, lovliness, care, emotions, feelings and passion, and thats really what she is. She gets upset on the sight of me having tears in my eyes, scolds me and holds herself responsible for making me so soft now. Its wrong. Baby, its my love for you that ejects in the form of some tears, because tears come right from the heart. So when you touch someone's heart, you made it there.

Pilot

All emotions particularly love once stood opposed to feelings and logics i have always wanted to keep within me. There was a time when my life had a little meaning because i was very impulsive and naive, i thought only about myself and actually felt lonely at times as well. Things change. Things change and they change for good with time. The moment you realize your life has got some meaning, when you start feeling anxious about someone, when you are never alone because you don't have a moment to spare as you are busy with the thoughts of someone special, when pink starts to look lovely on someone which you otherwise thought was an absurd color, when there is no requirement of a reason to smile, that, my friend is just one moment, not more than that, to realize that you are experiencing the life of your dreams and that you are finally actually living. That's Love!!

       My life is beautiful, amazing, awesome, superlatively talented, emotional and is that one I have been waiting for my entire life. Enter the classroom and see her face, looking at you with a nice gentle smile on her face just makes things brighter every morning. Listening to her voice first thing in the morning is like starting the food right from the desert ice-cream, i.e. amazing!!!
   
      Things couldn't have been any better for 'us' if she wasn't the one in my life. Its not because i never get tired of telling her that how much I love her, its because i always wanted a person exactly same as her. I don't exactly know how to explain this, but everyone has some expectancies from their partners, well I have none because my partner has already fulfilled my all expectancies!!!

      I can keep going about her on and on and on forever, but i won't. This blog is entirely dedicated to my life and you'll learn about her slowly and steadily. People fall in love and write some great things. I am not a writer myself but like any other passionate lover i decided to write about her. The difference that I experience in my life other than any other passionate lover is that I keep falling in love over and over again, everyday, every month, every second every moment of my life right from the moment i realized this.