Big bam boom birthday!!!!

Finally the day arrives which i much awaited the whole year.  My baby's bday.  Its special,  its a whole lot more special because if it wasnt this day,  she wouldn't have been there in my life.  This one day,  i want to give her the happiness of the world, desires of your heart,  peace of heart and mind. Maybe not today,  but someday very surely. I love you honey,  always have,  always will.  You are sweet,  cute, innocent, lovely, beautiful, crazy, stupid, dumbo, stylish,  honest, gracious, thoughtful, caring, superlatively better than anyone and one and the only one made for me. This is your day,  the day made for you to love your loved ones,  get affection from everyone, take happiness and engulf all of these into your heart for the rest of your life.  This is your second birthday with me.  Hope this one turns out better than the last one. I'll present you three things today.  Three different gifts.  Let's see if you like them.  Dont worry,  i'll always be there on your birthday,  by your side.  Always.  Many more beautiful and lovely presents to come for you in life.  I have got the best one though,  it's you.  I dont care about the rest. Love you baby!! May the heavens shower the holiness and  blessings of peace,  happiness,  calmness,  success and love un your life for ever and ever to go...

River crossed, lets sail the ocean together now.

One of the most beautiful things given to man ia the ability to love,  ability to express his emotions, ability to stay together with someone and be happy. In the past one year,  a lot has changed.  Hearts were exchanged,  love was felt right to the core at all times,  feelings were expressed, hearts mellowed down,  there were fights, joy,  laughter, sadness, pain, hurt, care, passion and we saw it through,  together. When the fights took place, it was followed by love which healed the wounds in no time. We got so busy thinking about each other that forgot to think ourselves as separate individuals.  Maybe somethings could be avoided, maybe somethings could be done better,  but at the end of it all,  all turned out to be perfect for us. There were doubts about 'US'. I also had a burning lamp of hope and love burning in me. As it turns out,  i win from rest of others. I will always win when it will come to take you away from the rest of the world. I meant every bit i ever said to you.  I was sorry when i aaid sorry,  i always loved you and always said so, i always told you everything which you needed to know and that too which you did not need to know. You were there,  always.  When i needed a frnd, a soulmate, a guide, a protector, my love.  You were always there.  I never underestimated ur value,  but i value you even more and more as the days fly by.  You are the best companion i could ever get and i feel i deserve you. You are so much more to me than just my girlfriend.  You have become much more than that   even beyond.  Time has flown by rather quickly in ur arms,  i wanna rest there my entire life.  Congratulations and lots and lots of love to you babu!!!!
I Love you yrrr......

Birthday blast!!!

20 years have passed since I set foot on this planet. Never had a birthday like this one. Full of love,  affection, care and surprises. Some people made it more valuable,  some people made it worth enjoyable,  and those are the people who care whether i exist or not.  Those are the people who believe that i am a good person,  a good friend and a worthy person.  Had loads of fun today,  with friends.  One of the many things that happened today was that i was left speechless with the surprise.  My angel was the star of the show,  she was the maker of my day,  she was the shower of joy.  Gave me awesome gifts!!!!  Really awesome!!!  Brought me a cake too.  Cake was sweet,  sweeter was her gesture. Pure were her feelings,  purer were her actions. I just loved it!!!! Couldn't have been better.  Then were my friends. A girl who has secretly started to be one of the important people of my life.  I have very few of them. She was there all along today.  Her gestures towards my birthday was amazingly beautiful. You are a really good friend and i consider it heavily.  You are raw,  you are honest most od the time and you are kind. Loads of thanks to you. Then there is one guy i trust a lot.  Has been with me since my time in this city.  He cares.  A lot.  That matters!! Whatever happens, i can count him in,  in every situation.  Helped them creating the surprise. Kept me out of the way.  He is really good.  Very good friend and more than that a kind hearted human being.  Thank you everyone for your love.  Wont forget even a single moment of the day.  The morning hugs,  the xam tym smiles, the sending me off,  the distraction created in my way,  the beautiful surprise, the surprise people,  the pizzas,  the ice cream,  the walk in the hot loo,  the see off and me thinking everything over and over again and becoming happy,  happier and_______________.
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Intensity!!!

I just love the way you create new names for me like shona, teddy, hunny bunny.....an instant sense of sparkling love starts flowing through my veins, energizes me, pumps my heart to love you even more deeply, honestly and crazily. Emotions and sentiments make a human vulnerable but these are the best things that someone possesses, which keeps you human. U can love anybody, go love your dad, mom and sibblings but ultimately their love combined wont stand a chance in front of my love in just the mornings of my my life. I' ll be there, always, all over you, completely on ur mind. U cannot hide from it, u cannot stop me, you cannot put me away....m there, in your heart, in ur beats, in your breath, every bit of you, feel me, love me, realize me. Stop for a moment in silence, think about me, with intensity, extreme passion, pure love...did a little chill run down ur spine, did u get the goosebumps, did every inch of you started wanting me immediately?? If it did, u r madly and very deeply in love with a idiot!!!

Angel came bearing gifts......

I came back to my city after holi holidays.....
My angel came bearing gifts....

Look at this people....isn't it amazing. Its soft, romantic, lovely, innocent, fresh and beautiful. It's for me. The best i ever got, the best any one can get. Don't get jealous guys, I know i am the luckiest guy in the world!!!
I just love you baby!!! 

I just wanted to tell you this.......

We faught, we faught for 2.5 hours and went to sleep. It was our longest fight. It had everything and it was hard to bear, i admit. I was wrong, i admit, i over thought something and i admit.
I promise you we'll keep fighting our way out of everything like this. Because i got somethings to tell you which you really need to hear.....
-We don't meet people accidently, they are meant for us.
-The truth,? I like you, i love you...You make me happy, you make me laugh. you are smart, you are different, you are a little crazy, and sweet and your smile alone make my day.
-I don't want a relationship which is serious all the time, I want someone i can laugh and be silly with. Someone who not only gets my wierdness but also likes it, you!!!
-When we first met, i had no idea, you'd be this much more important to me.
-It matters who hurt you, how much he broke you down, but it also matters that who can make you smile again right?
-There will come a night when we will not wish goodbye, just goodnyt.

It is difficult to let go old and grumpy things that happened. They were a lot, but just wanted to tell you that sometimes things can get this rough, please hold on even tighter, and rest assured m there. You know m a total mess sometimes, but i also know i've got you back. I know it hurt a lot, to me too.
I love you....hope it heals soon!!

Sister'-in-law'

Once i texted her "hii"
The rply was "Bhaiya I have her phone, m at school. She will contact you when i get home"
I "Okay...who r you?"
Rply "Her sister."
I "Nice talking to you, thanks for telling me this"
Rply "Bhaiya abhi to apne baat ki hi kahan hai ;)"
And i was thoroughly impressed by the rply. In a long time, i hadn't faced such a bullying rply. I enjoyed it and smiled.
Thats her sister, her favourite. She has been a mystery to me eversince. We got into a relationship and we are nearly one year into it and she is shy even now.
She is a good girl, very supportive, smart, loved by everyone in the family and as i hear, very sweet. When i call my girl, i hear this sister'-in-law' of mine in the background most of the time.
After that rply on text that day, i had a different image of her in my mind. I had thought she would come out openly and have a chat with me sometime, crack jokes on me, laugh on me, and be the playful little sister to me that i have been missing my entire life.
Whenever something happens among us, she knows. She knows all. And i like it. There shpuld be someone you can share your secrets, your tensions, your emotions, your feelings and that one person keeps your human. M happy that my girlfriend has her sister to be that person for her. Probably thats why My love says she'll miss her the most when she is not around. She is so so so dear to her. I can see that in her eyes. I saw it one day.
She talked to once over the phone. She was made to actually. It was a nice and cute little incident. She picked up her phone, said out the line "Bhaiya wo abhi game khel rhi hai, she'll talk to you later." and before i could say "hii" the phone was disconnected. It was lol time for me.
I dont know much about her, all i know is that she is very important to our life, she is very important to her life and i kindof have got a little attached to her as well.
Hope we will have good healthy conversations one day, sit and laugh out, make fun of each other and be friends!!!